Posted at 11:48 PM 0 comments (+) Awesome. Hahaha!! One whole month? Or maybe weeks of not updating. Hahaha! It was all because i am so busy with school work and cca :( But i am going to be free soon, just a few more days and i will have more time to study and maybe relax abit. Why?  Cause SYF is coming soon and after, i will be officially free i hope. Praying hard i wouldn't have to perform again.

Anyway, speaking of cca. Syf is coming in like a week time? Don't know if we are lucky or unlucky to tio the first day of syf. The 7th band to perform, 1st of april. LOL. They keep mentioning that 7 is a lucky number. But to me, its just a number. Hahaha, kayyy lame. Okay, its just one more week. But to be honest, i feel that we are not prepared at all. I'm actually praying and least expecting we will get a cop maybe? I willl really regret alot if we get a cop ( certificate of participation). Even though i really complain alot about how much i hated band and how tiring it was. But i still make an effort to practice hard and go for band practices. Not sure why i did that. It seem like i never hate band but it seem like i hate band. Okay whatever. nonsense again from me. Just praying i wouldn't break down on that day and really enjoyed myself and do the best and get good grades for syf. Then, leave band like what i always wanted to do. Hahaha, i'm contradicting...am i? But to be honest, being in band makes me learn lots of new things. Different type of people that make me fall and stand up once again. Making me grow up to be a stronger person. A place i hate a lot.

Alright, end of that cca story i had. Oh, March is coming to an end soon!!! Isn't is fast? Really it was really fast!! Which mean, o-level is coming soon :( In like less than 200 days? Even the date and time for examinations are out already :( Feeling a little stress now. Really kinda regret not paying attention when i was in sec1/2/3. Now, basic foundations are not there :( My sciences that sucks like nobody's business. Realised the importance of science and mathematics now. Look through courses that i wanted to take and my aim was to get into ngee ann poly. Not gonna mention the course here though.

Have to study really hard now in order to get to that particular course. But now, concentration is all on syf. After, then study. Gonna start planning study dates with friends. Really making sure that this study dates are a productive one. Tons of chapters to study for each subject. Buying guide book on each subject soon. Have been visiting popular often to see which guide book for me is the best and saving money now. Just have to make full use of the guide book i buy. I can do it man!! Let's get over with it and start enjoying!!


Anway, is it a bad thing or a good thing that people impression of me is fierce, selfish, get angry easily. So sorry that i am always giving you people this type of me. But maybe making it clear will be good. I have a bad attitude. Really, but i change according to the people with me. If i dislike you, my attitude given stinks. If you didn't do anything bad to me, my attitude for you is nice smelling :)
Different me with different people. People close to me will know, they will see the crazy me one that talk like a chicken non-stop. Laughing the loudest not caring others :P That's me. People not close will see the black face me with my mouth shut. Obviously. Then they will start saying that i am fierce when i don't talk to them and they don't know me at all. Lol. Shit for you man! Hmph.


Stopping here for today! Short post. Anyway, having a mad craving for bbq food now. :(
I am missing so much things that i have last year!! Mostly days where i sat with buttock during lesson :( And days which i have no worries over studies :(