Posted at 7:35 PM 0 comments (+) Yay!! Finally some time to blog abit before getting back to study for my amaths and physics test tomorrow :(

Can you believe that today is actually the last day of the month and tomorrow is already 1st of february? To be honest, i can't believe that. Time is really going very fast. It felt like yesterday was only christmas and tomorrow is already the start of february. :P

As what i say larh..was pretty busy with everything so maybe that's why i actually didn't notice that time was really ''flying' fast and days passed like nobody's business. Hahaha!! Mind my language okay, speaking rubbish english instead of proper english. Chinese more than english. Time to change the language I am speaking before its too late. O-levels are coming with less that 260 days i think? Stress.

Shall sum up januay than since its the last day already.

Hmmmm...where should i start? There's actually quite a number of things that happen this month. My emotion was like all over the place. Wth. But my emotions are mainly...cannot describe. Moodless? Cause i was just simply too tired and can't be bothered. That's me now. Can't be bothered to care or what liao. I might as well sleep, study and eat than caring of all the stupid things that happen around me and create stupid troubles for myself. Right? Just keep yourself trouble free and concentrate on your studies. Worry of others things later. To me it is like, you have so many energy to care and find troubles for yourself and kpo here and there. Then you might as well spent time on your studies or even time to sleep :P My favourite. Unless it really concern those that are important to me, otherwise, i really can't be bothered.

I drift alot from alot of people. Mainly those that i didn't talk to for two months. Suddenly become like strangers.. But this month...i also manage to keep up and catch up with all my good friends and love ones. At least i don't feel so...how to say ah... like stranger feeling like that. :P

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Anyway, realised myself growing up :P Self-praise.
 It happen quite a like last year during december. At first i was really angry... PersonA( a person, don't want to mention his name to avoid trouble), i treated person A like my brother. Real brother and we actually joke around and so on. But on that day...he actually said something that make me really angry. Not really said but mention or tweet something that make me feel like punching him. Can;t actually believed that he said that to me after knowing a girl for less than...Wth.

Anyway, the reason why i said i grow up was because i realised myself not getting angry at him anymore. Cause i realised i am actually living in a stupid place where everyone just judge people as and when they like. So, i actually endure it and forgot about the whole thing and just treat it as nothing had happen and continue being friends? Or otherwise cause i learn not to care.
I also found myself ignoring all negative things about people saying about me. And myself giving other people advise or words of encouragement when they are feeling really down. If you know me for 3 years or more. You would have noticed that i acutally change alot. In other words...Chao ah lian to good girl. LOL. Self-praise again :P Kidding. Just becoming better and more like someone who uses brain to think :P

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Okay lah! End those worddddddy thing on top. Making a goal for the month of february!!
For february,
1. Study hard. Study almost everyday
2. Buy books and read.
3. Save money to change phone :P
Lol, that's actually what i wanted myself to do for january and i actually only manage to achieve one which is number 1. But its gonna be the goal for february also!

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Hehehe^^ Shall end here for today! Blogging soon most likely after my trip to genting :) Photos below was taken in January. Wasn't looking nice in those photos but who cares...Its me. I am myself :) Dont' judge hoh...if not...go bang wall. Lol kidding. And mind all my baby hair floating around my head...I have alot of baby hair :(